I'm feeling a bit down, much like the title says. Why? Many reasons.

1. I've already beaten most of the games I got for Christmas.

2. Midterms are soon so not only will I be stressing over those but because of them there will most likely be people that are too busy to draw or RP with me

3. I'm worried that the RP I thought up (see previous journal) won't get off the ground and that'll hurt my self esteem

4. I still suck at drawing, this is a complaint I will always have, I can't draw and I have SO many ideas that it sucks because I can't draw and I artest won't drop whatever they're doing just to draw for me.

5. I'll never be good a Dragon Quest Joker, now the reason this is here is because DQJ has an online function and you can paricipate in tournaments and be ranked (this is mostly what I heard) and that makes me feel bad because I'll never get a good enough team to get a good rank, again lowering my self esteem.

6. College, I still need to take care of all that shit, but guess what? It's...going...to suck...I can't deal with college, it's too much work, I can't afford a good college, I have no clue what my major will be. I just can't stand it! I don't know what to do.

Man I'm really feeling down...

Only good thing is that Devil May Cry 4 comes out next month and so does Super Smash Bros Brawl, but again I'll have to deal with fucking midterms...damn it...I miss the good old days when stuff like this didn't matter.