That you have an idea that you like, and want to go through with but can't because you're not cool enough for it? I recently got inspired to do something WG but since I have a fanbase smaller then that of any single character on Freakazoid (yes even the Hopping Woman...heck the word Hugbees is more popular then me :< ) no one would read it, and I know I can't work with someone because no good WG artist would work with me. It's hard not being famous or wildly acclaimed. It's sad...whenever I think of a character...I got nothing, I no matter how hard I describe them can't think of what they look like. When I write a woman growing in size, I can't see it. I don't even get joy out of my own writing at times. I'm happy I can let my imagination run wild yeah, but reading it...I hate it, I don't see or feel anything.

I look around DA for so many WG pictures of so and so character or that character, but they're not there, and if there is a WG pic it's a crappy one or an insulting one by a non FA. It's sad because I being a serious FA know what my fellow FAs want, what characters aren't done that much and can be done more. Yet I can't help them because my writing isn't well known and by all means should be kept that way, nor can I draw or have someone who can draw in my pocket.

"But Vfan why don't you do art trades? Or Commission someone" Well A. I would get as good as I give, and if the creator hates it why would the reader like it and the receiver wouldn't care either after reading it, as for Commissions, I'm poor, I have only enough for one last CTD-FA comic and that's for a friend, and again the REALLY good people are the ones who charge 100 dollars a comic...not mentioning any names.

I dunno...I guess it's just, I've been too much of a dreamer for my own good.