Hey everyone Vfan here, I know I haven't spoken since......Febuary...and yes I know updates with me are slow, hey I got school live with it, I'm the one who's upset, I got my rants to worry about and I need to finish "Kate Around the World" not to mention I have a story planned that includes and more, what the story will entail will come later but it'll be big...I hope.

Onto the next order of buisness has a manga, check it out if you get the time. Now the manga is having a tournament to decide whose the number 1 ranked freshman at the school, now I was lucky to be number 15 of 15 meaning I got seeded and bumped to the next round. Now the winners of these fights get picked by votes...I'm not that popular people, my chances to win are slim to none so if anyone wants to help when the time comes show your support, I'll keep everyone up to date on when I fight, and pray to the good Lord that I don't get someone popular so I don't have to deal with "Sauske Syndrome"

That's about it, stay tuned and I'll be pumping out the stories once school starts winding down, and I'll be asking for help when the time comes, later.

Ok I've about had it with DeviantArt. WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO PUT ADS INSIDE THE GALLERY OF PEOPLE!!!? So now between having to refresh to get to the next fucking page of some one's Gallery I got a god damned ad distracting me from looking at a person's gallery. That's another thing, why do we have to refresh to go the the second/third/fourth, so on page? Why can't we just click "next" and go to the next page!? Why can't it be simple? Why do we have to do more then just hit Next? What are they gonna have us do now? Do a damn handstand while singing Row Row Row Your boat, then click next and refresh? What happened to simple convenience?! Now what about this Collect thing while we're at it, what's the point? Faving something for a second time? Is DA having some kind of scavanger hunt? Someone tell me, or better yet someone tell the DA Admins to stop fucking with us.

Now while on the subject of ranting I won't be doing another ATVN for a bit, nor will I do any Kate Around the World, I'm on a short hiatus until I get things peacful and quiet so I can think of some things. Don't worry I'll think of something.

I'm feeling a bit down, much like the title says. Why? Many reasons.

1. I've already beaten most of the games I got for Christmas.

2. Midterms are soon so not only will I be stressing over those but because of them there will most likely be people that are too busy to draw or RP with me

3. I'm worried that the RP I thought up (see previous journal) won't get off the ground and that'll hurt my self esteem

4. I still suck at drawing, this is a complaint I will always have, I can't draw and I have SO many ideas that it sucks because I can't draw and I artest won't drop whatever they're doing just to draw for me.

5. I'll never be good a Dragon Quest Joker, now the reason this is here is because DQJ has an online function and you can paricipate in tournaments and be ranked (this is mostly what I heard) and that makes me feel bad because I'll never get a good enough team to get a good rank, again lowering my self esteem.

6. College, I still need to take care of all that shit, but guess what? It's...going...to suck...I can't deal with college, it's too much work, I can't afford a good college, I have no clue what my major will be. I just can't stand it! I don't know what to do.

Man I'm really feeling down...

Only good thing is that Devil May Cry 4 comes out next month and so does Super Smash Bros Brawl, but again I'll have to deal with fucking midterms...damn it...I miss the good old days when stuff like this didn't matter.

Hi everyone. Christmas has come and gone again, so now is the time to play around with all the stuff you got on the 25th! YAY! I got plenty of new games to keep me entertained until we go back to that dreadful abomination we call school. Also I WAS planning on doing a Christmas story...but sadly that's not the case, maybe next year everyone. Also I've learned the pains of Christmas shopping X_X, I swear if my sister has another kid despite the fact her tubes are tied I will have to hurt someone...*screams in pillow*

Also while out I went to a Wendys for the first time in my life (Go on say it's weird I can take it I'm a man) and those were some damn fine chicken nuggets and a damn fine buger. So yeah, now all that's left is eating at a Taco Bell (Again you may call me weird.)

So for now I'm going to enjoy my new games, maybe gather some material from stories and RPs (already came up with an idea for an RP while playing Ratchet and Clank Future, awesome game BTW, and I think it might not suck) and tomarrow I'll upadte with a story again.

Oh and my father got a damn mini fridge from my mother for their anniversary...I want one now...damn him << goona taunt me with it everytime I'm on here.

Anything else? *looks at list* Talk bout the Holidays, check. Mention actually doing something, check, talking about when the hell I'm going to update that story for Kate, check. Mention Dragon Quest Joker...Next time << *mystery, mystery, enigma, burrito*

I FINALLY DID IT! I FINALLY GOT THE BLADE CLASS IN FLYFF!

Ok, I bet you're wonder what the **** I'm talking about, well I'm talking about the MMO FlyFF, a free to play MMO that offers a way to spend time, now you're given a choice of 4 classes when You reach lvl 15, Mercenary, Mage, Assist anf Acrobat which goes into two more classes.

I picked Merc and then decided on becoming Blade, the quick killers of the game and THEY CAN WEILD TWO SWORDS! It's awesome, and I love it, it's taken me so long to reach this point, I'm so happy. I hope I can rise to a greater playing feild and be one of the elite gamers.

Speaking of swords and stuff I have a new idea for an anime style story.

The plot is that a group of researchers find a baby boy in an ancient castle and decide to take him in, the boy is actually to son of a great and powerful knight who died fighting the 13 Black Knights of the Dark King and was sent into a magical state of suspended animation, and now he has to stop the Black Knights from taking over the world and fight the Princess who was hidden away and sealed away like he was.

I dunno if I will do it, it's a idea...but we'll see <<.

So that's really all I wanted to say.