I had a Senior Conference with my guidance counselor today, I'm currently ranked 51 of 357 Seniors, and everyone thinks this is good. I don't....that's poor, nowhere near top of the class and people think this is good? I'm not one for sanity but this is too much even for me!
Also now I have to start thinking of applying to college..........why? I don't want to do nothing but learn, I want to have fun >.< College is not fun, it's boring and I'd never be able to smile, I'd be bored and wish I was dead. I hate growing up, it's so boring and evil. I want to enjoy my life not have to do boring stuff my whole life.
I'm sorry about my mood everyone, this whole thing just has me down...everyone keeps telling me "That's a good ranking" when it's not, nowhere near Top of My Class.
Well in other news we have a four day weekend next week, so I can catch up on my gaming, writing and other various thing, and then Thanksgiving will be coming which is a great Holiday, not as good as Christmas mind you...which will be good due to the nice selection of games....even thought Super Smash Bros Brawl was pushed back to Feburary >.<
Yes I know this was a depressing journal...but I'll feel better eventually.