That you have an idea that you like, and want to go through with but can't because you're not cool enough for it? I recently got inspired to do something WG but since I have a fanbase smaller then that of any single character on Freakazoid (yes even the Hopping Woman...heck the word Hugbees is more popular then me :< ) no one would read it, and I know I can't work with someone because no good WG artist would work with me. It's hard not being famous or wildly acclaimed. It's sad...whenever I think of a character...I got nothing, I no matter how hard I describe them can't think of what they look like. When I write a woman growing in size, I can't see it. I don't even get joy out of my own writing at times. I'm happy I can let my imagination run wild yeah, but reading it...I hate it, I don't see or feel anything.

I look around DA for so many WG pictures of so and so character or that character, but they're not there, and if there is a WG pic it's a crappy one or an insulting one by a non FA. It's sad because I being a serious FA know what my fellow FAs want, what characters aren't done that much and can be done more. Yet I can't help them because my writing isn't well known and by all means should be kept that way, nor can I draw or have someone who can draw in my pocket.

"But Vfan why don't you do art trades? Or Commission someone" Well A. I would get as good as I give, and if the creator hates it why would the reader like it and the receiver wouldn't care either after reading it, as for Commissions, I'm poor, I have only enough for one last CTD-FA comic and that's for a friend, and again the REALLY good people are the ones who charge 100 dollars a comic...not mentioning any names.

I dunno...I guess it's just, I've been too much of a dreamer for my own good.

So....ummmm yeah....I'm kinda upset that my 2nd year of college is starting in like two weeks, and that my Let's Play isn't as great as I thought/hoped, and other but more personal stuff.

I really wanted to make a new journal cause my last one made it seem like I stalk SMA, which I kinda do because since they're like imo the most friendly Abridgers around, or at least the ones that have the most time to say "Hi" but that's just my experience.

Also like I said my Let's Plays aren't as great as I hoped, I hoped talking a lot and a lot would improve my terrible voice but that seems to not be the case, it's still as god awful as when it started, not to mention I can barely make any original jokes the ones that are suck, keep a good angle and yadda yadda yadda. I dunno if I'll continue after Persona 4 cause I just have so little people watching and commenting.

Also College, meaning I got to get back to a schedule, try to fit in some good old gaming and keeping my grades up not to mention I have family and friends pretty much a step a way from DEMANDING I get a job.

Uggghhh.

I am totally 20 as of today, that's right I AM A MAN! (must stop before Linkara sues me for catchphrase stealing)

Only 1 more year until I can get drunk off my ass XD

But yeah, It's my birthday, so wish me a happy Birthday, or give me a gift...OR BOTH...today is the day I want to feel special, and since my folks decided to celibate my nephews birthday (which was yesterday)on the same day as mine to avoid multiple parties (sure make your only son feel like he's not worth spending the entire day on him alone)

Oh well, on another note I'll be starting a Let's Play series with one of the games I'm HOPEFULLY getting today. What is it? Well you'll just have to wait an see I'll be starting it tomorrow after all is said and done.


[link] here's my channel also watch my videos of my trip to AnimeNEXT to see me meeting the Sailor Moon Abridged crew, who are awesome and should go to 's tell her she's awesome because Vfan told you to. Like right now...DO IT NAOOOOOOORAFFFUUNAAA.

so yeah...take that me not doing anything...me and my Let's Play are gonna kick your ass...er my ass...WHATEVER!


EDIT: and my mother is fuckin awesome, she made me her special sugar cookies that she usually only makes me for Christmas.

Hey people, know I rarely update anymore, but College is a b-i-t-c-h, and when I can relax it's usually with friends online or playing games that relax me (then again those Big Daddies in Bioshock arn't relaxing to fight.) I dunno WHAT to write anymore, I kinda loss a bit of desire to writing WG after a close friend has left, I DID have an idea of doing this BIG anime crossover tourney between famous anime characters, but people will think I'm Bias (because for some reason Luffy can't beat Sauske despite Sasuke's moveset mostly revolves around Chidori, a lightning element) so that Idea was scrapped, and most of my creativity has been to RPs in order to beat this asshole so he can stop with his bullshit ideas (like Dracula Vs Zork, Itachi being an Espada and putting AS MANY CROSSOVERS AS POSSIBLE, DESPITE HAVING NOTHING TO DO WITH THE PLOT. Oh and being cheap in general) So my juices are being drained, although it may produce some interesting results (A villain of my design? Beating the site owner's Main character? It may be more likely then you think)

I MAY do my lil reviews of some games I got over the Holidays, and looks at games that we're ALL (by all we mean open minded people) Like Birth By Sleep, RE5, and more.

Also, I might upload some past stories I made for Creative Writing Last year, and some are pretty good.


Lastly Vfan may be going GLOBAL by making my own anime/manga reviews, opinions and more on my Youtube account, which I'll leave disclosed until I actually get vids up (easy to find thou, for reals)and who knows? MAYBE I'll get popular? NAAAA But one can hope.


That's about it, VFAN AWAAAAAAY!

Yeah I know I haven't said Jack Shit in months...but a friend of mine needs help...you may know her it's well she needs some Monies...now...GO ASK HER FOR SOME COMMISSIONS!

I'm serious...she'll do it...and for some pretty good damn prices... and she'll do IDs, regular pieces, WG pieces...she'll do it....so go ask her...cause she's awesome and deserves money ;o

Now as for me? I'm still on Hiatus...blame Video Games...they're awesome...and blame Oda...his awesome makes me Worship him...